Thursday, May 19, 2011
What can be worse than you wake up in the morning and felt you couldn't get over it? Someone who doesn't have the right to "take down" your name. Someone who demands for the universe after you gave her the sky. Idiots. And more of them after the event. Sucks.
There comes another colleague from another department calling you on a case which you have not handled and the insisted that the customer spoke to me before. You explain clearly that it is probably someone with the same name in another company closely related. That brainless colleague still gave your DID and personal mobile number to the public. What the hell!
Thinking that should be it? There your boss send an mail out on the rating he gave you for your service performance. You got 5 letters of appreciation from the public, he gave you a "Good". The other colleague got "Exceptional" for 5 letters as well, while another who received 3 letters is considered "Very Good". Seems your boss does not find it demoralising enough huh?
The best thing I had today was seeing a 98% score for my e-trial BTT. Haven't seen it for years. How I hope it is the actual thing already. Praying for that for my actual BTT on 27 May.
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Wednesday, April 13, 2011
As you gals know me, I always have embarrSsing stuff to share. While on my way travelling to work. I was happily playing with my belt, forgetting that it comes loose easily.
And it did come loose and snap open!
Ah.... EmBarrassing
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Sunday, April 3, 2011
If I get into my dream company, I will consider going USA.
the beauty exposed ;
I always preferred beefy guys to skinny ones.
There is this new guy whom I think I find him cute. But I'm trying to prevent myself from falling into him too hard. Of coz also partly I'm worried that I'm blinded by the love-filled atmosphere in office.
A lesson learnt the hard way would always leave a scar behind.
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Saturday, April 2, 2011
I find that I'm forgetful. Normally I wouldn't think of that matter if it was not brought up. I have forgotten that I "need" a guy for the longest time, till....
I gotta know a colleague in my clique is attached. Good for her as she could walk out of her previous relationship. She was quite hurt by her ex. Her new guy was introduced by a new colleague who just joined us late last year.
After hearing the love story, I felt jealous. Why didn't she introduce someone to me? Why didn't others get attached easily but not me?
Then I started to target someone to like. This whole spiral is going bonkers. Or is it I really like him?
the beauty exposed ;
Thursday, March 31, 2011
If nothing goes wrong, the man, whom I detest, got his desserts for his doing! Haha, must be retribution.
You reap what you sow.
But I still sad that my colleagues got promoted and I didn't. Maybe I'm also tasting my own desserts?
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Wednesday, March 30, 2011
I have a lot to share but no time. Did a one time update and have set the automatic post everyday.
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You can't stop comparing amongst your peers about almost everything.
Boyfriends
Pay
Career
Bonus
However, the more you compare, the more it kills you if you are the worse of them all. It's all human nature.
That's what I'm feeling.
I don't get the chances I should. I don't get appreciated the way it should be. I don't get the bonus I should be getting.
The next thought is, where should I apply to? It seems I don't get considered at all.
It's more and more depressing.
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