I find that I'm forgetful. Normally I wouldn't think of that matter if it was not brought up. I have forgotten that I "need" a guy for the longest time, till....
I gotta know a colleague in my clique is attached. Good for her as she could walk out of her previous relationship. She was quite hurt by her ex. Her new guy was introduced by a new colleague who just joined us late last year.
After hearing the love story, I felt jealous. Why didn't she introduce someone to me? Why didn't others get attached easily but not me?
Then I started to target someone to like. This whole spiral is going bonkers. Or is it I really like him?
